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| i THINK it's time to bring back xanga? hmmm, you think so?.... bcuz i do! ahaha | | |
| summer 03. this was the summer of ohana. the summer that started off where i lost my other half... but let 9 amazing people into my life, whom i cherish, until this very day. the summer that started off random, the summer that brought us SO close to people you never would have imagined ever being close to. but for this, i am so thankful for. this was the summer of what was to be first loves. the summer of the jackass, the penis, the genitals, the shit, & to whatever else popped into our minds. this was the summer, we got so fat, and walked it all off at the same time to the new milly bK. this was the summer of the endless pool parties and birthdays. this was the summer we were SO surprised we weren't sick of seeing each other 24/7. this was the summer where i can honestly say, i found my 2nd family. jjjjckemmm. est.summer03 until -- forever.
summer 04. this was the summer of undeniable love. the summer that started off with the practices we never felt like practicing for. the summer i spent with love & disney movies & a record of 8 minutes to get from you to me... cuz we were that much in love. the summer where i'd stay up all night with my aussies. tthis was the summer of spending more than half of it in a town that became a second hometown to all of us. the summer we walked what seemed like miles just to hang out with our favorite boys, and you would do the same to see us girls [but when you didnt, we'd get soo mad. haha]. the summer of kitty, and tomie. this was the summer of berkeley park and the memories we made. the summer of drunk nights on rooftops & being quiet for the little old lady living downstairs. this was the summer of our bbq's and picnics galore. this was the summer we were little kids again. the summer where we had no care in the world. we were nothing but spontaneous. this was the summer where all we did was love, laugh, and smile.
summer 05. this was the summer of change. this was the summer i realized exactly how much i loved the people in my life and needed them more than anything. the summer where new people came into our lives, and we missed those who left. the summer of parties. the parties filled with sillyness, the parties we chilled, the parties with boys named bo, the parties i spilled my heart out to a boy, the parties that got us in and out of fights, the parties that taught us lessons & showed us how to grow. the summer of going down the shore and driving in a car singing and half naked. this was the summer we could drive and drive with no destination. the summer we spent in a car, just talking about life. the summer we spent blasting the music and just calling that a party. this was the summer of practices. the summer where our lives were consumed of dancing, day in and day out, but loved every minute of it. this was the summer of stressing about a night that turned out to be one of the most magical nights in life, for all of us. this was the summer where tragedy happens, but we come to realize the good that comes and the closer it brings all of us together. this was the summer we felt the air run through our fingers, felt the music in our hearts, and realized that we shouldn't take life for granted.
summer 06. the craziest summer of all. the summer of our goodbyes. the summer we don't remember the beginning of bcuz we were straight out drunk. this is the summer we stole trampolines & pool hopped halfnaked. the summer that we partied every single night with your best friends, no matter what we ended up doing. this is the summer of want, and regrets, and plain old hurting. the summer we accepted and realized that things could be better than what we really wanted. this is the summer you find even more about someone you knew everything about. the summer of i never ever's and i have's.. the summer we reminisced, and missed the past, and wondered what the future would hold. this is the summer where people you thought long left your life, oddly come right back to you, and things will be so normal again. this is the summer you put the past behind you, and focus forward. the first summer that i realized just how much my family truly means to me, and that maybe your friends dont revolve around your whole entire summer world. the summer of the sand, the sun, and the waves. this is the summer of doing crazyy things you never thought you had the courage of doing. the summer of jumping off 20something foot cliffs, sitting in the pouring rain on top of a mountain during a thunderstorm., with your bestfriends. this is the summer of the rainstorms that came on a perfectly perfect day. the summer we had to say goodbye, not knowing the next time you'll see this person who's been a part of your life since.. forever. this is the summer we realize that people that have been right by your side, every step in your life will not be.. they will actually be miles & miles away. this is the summer to saying goodbye to all the people you've went to school with ever since you could walk & talk, goodbye to your best friends that live just 5 minutes away. goodbye to the town that no matter how gay and small and boring you'll say it is, you know deep down that you'll miss it. this has had to be the best and hardest summer of them all. the summer you try to slow time down, but it only slips away.
this is the summer that marks the beginning of our lives..<3
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| omgggggggggggg. what if i just started writing in this again? how crazzy is that.
........ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. sounds like a plan! aahahhahahahahaha.
i <3 you guys. mia jay mary kris marianne raffy luigi carlos jared anil jan. yeahhhh yo. you make me fuckin crazy.
k laterrr chicos & chicas<3
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| hello xanga world. 
i honestly wish i could marry the summertime. i look forward to it every year, it's what helps keep me going during the school year when times get rough. i LOVE how we seriously have endless hours of time to do whatever it is we want, to just relax and have fun. to go out & party like crazy, or just stay in at home and watch movies all day long. all my summers have been different, all my summers have in someway made me grow, made me stronger. summertime always happens to be the time where things are thrown at us, the good and bad, but we just got to deal with it. it makes us a stronger person, it makes us the person we are today. <3
summer '05.. has been, pretty much undescribable. i <3 every summer, no matter what happens. the memories made during the summer are the memories no one could ever take away from me.
family - last weekend, i spend the whole weekend with my family, and i mean, FAMILY. even my two brothers. since we've all gotten older, we all are busy with our own lives. but this weekend we spent time together like old times.
friends - they're all awesome people in their own, special ways. we all somehow fit together, in some absurdly, crazy, spontaneous, wild, kind of puzzle. i've gotten closer to people this year, got to know people a lot better, and i'm glad i got the oppurtunity to spend so much time with them. not only during the summer, but during this whole schoolyear. i love the crazy stuff we do.. when we're together, you dont know what will happen next.
* we've lied under the stars together in a huge field watching shark tale, gone to IHOP and called the cops on a waitress, rode on the roof of cars around van saun park, chased the geese away & thrown green pond water at the boys, played volleyball in the nasty sand, jumped into pools, jumped in & out of freezing water at the beach, had bbq's, movie nights, blasted the music, broke our cars, watched thunder strike, partied, drank, DANCED, sang to each other, made fun of each other, fought, made up, fell in love, fell out of love, got our hearts broken, cried, laughed, giggled, spit food at each other, thrown ice down each other's shirts, sleeepovers, snuck out, snuck back in, drove around with no where to go, felt the wind run through our fingers & our hair...
.... and just to think, only a month of summer has gone by.
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so i feel as if i've totally disowned my xanga & spend all my time with myspace now. LMAO. but yeah.. let me put a lil update on my life as of right now.
these past 3 days/niights have DEFINITELY been eventful. it really wouldnt be half as much fun without my wonderful friends [a big i looove you! to: mia, marianne, jess, jay, kris, mary, anil, & steve] LMAO. these past nights we've just all been with each other doing anything & everything. from getting pulled over by the cops bcuz of drag racing... to scaring the shit out of people in their cars, to sleeeeping on kristine's kitchen floor, to playin in an arcade & jay sticking a tatoo on her ass... i can definitely say it's been awesome. i love you all so much, and we all sorta just fit together. like someone said one night... there is no one person that's the craziest, we all sort of are crazy in our own selves & we make each other how we are. lmao. i <3 you all =) | | |
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